so basically, 

im planning on changing my style of art as what im uploading no longer is the type of style I like ! I want to work with a more unique style to me and I want to focus more on lineless and stuff like that

I didn't want to just change it though and people be like? what

so yeah guess im stating it here? 

also if you want a chat with me, just throw a comment. 

does anyone have a code that they can give me? 

i will make a headshot for anyone who give me one  

Thanks!

TRIGGER WARNING:

Abuse:
but what does this word stand for? 
treat with cruelty or violence, especially regularly or repeatedly.
or
use (something) to bad effect or for a bad purpose; misuse.

Abuse can appear in different forms, and can make people so ill and desperate. 

unfortunately i was abused by an ex of mine. 
both sexually and emotionally. 

he used to make me feel like i was trapped and there was no way out. That id never amount to anything without him. He use to threaten me if i didn't do things that he wanted me to do.

it is something that still scars me to this day, and i've never wanted to talk about it to anyone. But i feel that this matter needs awareness as i have seen so many girls and boys suffer in silence because of this. 
you feel really dirty and always beat yourself up about it

I feel that abuse needs to be highlighted, as it is still a growing problem to this day and to the point that the tv show '13 Reasons Why' highlighted these issue. 
Personally i don't like the show, as it shows the girl having a princess complex, and i feel that the turned mental health into something that is 'trendy'

however they did show that you don't need to become dark, if you just talk to someone 

i just want you all to know, that if you have ever have been in a situation that i have, please don't suffer in silence
there are multiple people you can talk to

CHILDLINE: uk only
www.childline.org.uk/
0800 1111

Samaritans:
UK
www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-…\

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